A beetle flew into my ear... YUCK

"Most people would sooner die than think; in fact, they do so."
- Bertrand Russell (1872-1970)
"Wit is educated insolence."
- Aristotle (384-322 B.C.)
"My advice to you is get married: if you find a good wife you'll be happy; if not, you'll become a philosopher."
- Socrates (470-399 B.C.)

Run downs of the week:
Almost lost my hand phone.
Contacts tore while I was wearing them.
Half blind for half a day.
RED eyes.
Got my eyes checked, Thank God, they are ok.
In the process of making new spects.
ESAP and MSM lectures were refreshing.
Huge blue black on my right knee.
Went window shopping with E.T.
Bought E.T lunch.
Someone’s finally got himself a girlfriend. *waves pompoms*
Went to CSMC with Yueling and Geraline.
Had lunch with J Kor.
Trainings were not too bad.
CF lecture was o.Olll
Knocked out for 3 odd hours today when I got home from school.

The window shopping with E.T. was fruitful.
Chomel + Marks and Spencer.
Nice~
5 items of clothing… all my shopping for Christmas and Chinese New Year hath been taken care of.
I don have to bother about them lo~
There was a time when I used to shop for clothes only two times a year… the number of times has increased but at least I don’t have to worry about my ritual liao…
-hysterical laughter-

I spent a bomb at Changi yesterday.
Will be spending a nuclear warhead next week.
The cost is totally freaking me out of my mind.
Have to go for MRI and therapy for my knee…
You have to be blardy loaded to be able to pay for medical bills these days…
-coughs blood-

Thanks for the lunch J Kor!!! :)

Training these days is getting more stressful and I feel that unease when it comes to my knees … x.xlll
There is much to do and less than a month to do them in.
Poomsae, my love, is driving me crazy.
Have to make sure I change my stances and the movements have to be fluid.
I know what I am supposed to do but the issue now is having someone to help me check to make sure I am doing it right.
Any takers?

Corporate Finance Lecture today…
Who took the class?
Stephen?
Nope.
Johnny?
Nope.
William?
Duh… No.
The lecturer was Esther…
No comments about her teaching for now.
Better to give her the benefit of doubt, since today was the first time she was teaching us.
It felt good knowing what the hack she was talking about though :D

Came home and went comatose in the afternoon… sleep was good… have to make sure I use the ‘fresh’ mind to its full potential… ;)

This song enthralled me when Kor first introduced it to me… the lyrics are so whimsical and sad to the point that sometimes you wonder where your childhood went and whether you can ever be as happy as you were back then.
The old guys are right… Youth is wasted on the young…
My gwaad… I sound like I am some lau ah mah…
-runs mad around the house-

Delta Goodrem – Innocent Eyes

Do you remember when you were 7?
And the only thing that you wanted to do
Was show your mum that you could play the piano
Ten years have passed
And the one thing that lasts
Is that same old song that we played along and made my mumma cry

I miss those days and I miss those ways
When I got lost in fantasies
In a cartoon land of mysteries
In a place you won´t grow old in a place you won´t feel cold and I´ll sing

Da da da da da da da da da da da da
Seems I´m lost in my reflection
Da da da da da da da da da da da da
Find a star for my direction
Da da da da da da da da da da da da
For the little girl inside who won´t just hide
Don´t let me see mistakes and lies
Let me keep my faith and innocent eyes
My innocent eyes

Do you remember when you were 15?
And the kids at school called you a fool cos you took the chance to dream
In the time that´s past and the one thing that lasts
Is that same old song that we played along and made my daddy cry

I miss those days and I miss those ways
When I got lost in fantasies
In a cartoon land of mysteries
In a place you won´t grow old in a place you wont feel cold and I´ll sing

Da da da da da da da da da da da da
Seems I´m lost in my reflection
Da da da da da da da da da da da da
Find a star for my direction
Da da da da da da da da da da da da
For the little girl inside who wont just hide
Don´t let me see mistakes and lies
Let me keep my faith and innocent eyes
My innocent eyes

Under my feeling under my skin
Under the thoughts from within
Learning the subtext
Of the mind
See creation how where defined

My innocent eyes

I miss those days and I miss those ways
When I got lost in fantasies
In a cartoon land of mysteries
In a place you won´t grow old in a place you won´t feel cold and I´ll sing

Da da da da da da da da da da da da
Seems I´m lost in my reflection
Da da da da da da da da da da da da
Find a star for my direction
Da da da da da da da da da da da da
For the little girl inside who wont just hide
Don´t let me see mistakes and lies
Let me keep my faith and innocent eyes
My innocent eyes


The next song came to mind recently… was surfing youtube… haha… sad, melancholic.
There is nothing is painful as the memory of joy in a time of depression… can’t remember who said that… hah

N’SYNC - Gone

There's thousand words that i could say to make you come home, yeah
Seems so long ago you walked away and left me along
And I remember what you said to me, you were acting so strange
And maybe I was too blind to see that you need a change


Was it something I said to make you turn away
To make you walk out and leave me cold
If I could just find a way to make it so that you were
right here, right now

CHOURS
I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I'm tryin' my best to be a man and be strong
I drove myself insane wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains, you're Gone

Now I don't wanna make excuse, baby
Won't change the fact that you're gone
But if there something I could do, won't you please
let me know
The time is passing so slowy now, guess that's my life
without you
And maybe I could my everyday, but baby I
don't want to

So I'll just hang around and find some things to do
To take my mind off missing you
And I know in my heart, you can't say that you don't love
me too
Please say you do, yeah

CHOURS-repeat

What will I do if I can't be with you
Tell me where will I turn to, baby who will I be
Now that we are apart, am I still in your heart?
Baby why can't you see that I need you here with me?

CHOURS-repeat


Long post… for an interesting week…a new month in a while!
Laters~
^-^